Heartbroken Sharon Osbourne has revealed the special daily ritual she follows which. makes her feel close to Ozzy, who died just over two weeks after his triumphant farewell concert in July
Despite many ups and downs, theirs was one of the strongest marriages in the showbiz world. Now, five months on from Ozzy Osbourne’s death aged 76, his bereft wife Sharon has opened up about how she remembers her late rocker husband after his shock death in July.
Ozzy has been laid to rest underneath an apple tree, in the grounds of the family home, Welders House in Buckinghamshire, which became the Osbournes’ main home after they moved back from LA. And the Black Sabbath frontman had joked before his death that he hoped his children would make wine from the fruit and get drunk.
The peaceful spot is one that Sharon, who had been married to Ozzy since 1982, visits every single day, and one the family often takes comfort from when they visit it.
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Sharon told The Sun: “Everybody goes down there and has a chat with him. It’s never without candles by his pictures.
“He’d want to be missed. And he is, so terribly. I mean, it’s not even missed. It’s an ache that you wake up with, and you can’t get rid of that ache. It’s like a big hole inside of you, and the kids feel exactly the same way.
“They need to create new words for it, the feeling of loss, you know, the love of your life.” The family now face their first ever Christmas together without him.
Speaking to good friend Piers Morgan in an emotional interview for his show Uncensored, the former X Factor judge revealed devastatingly that after Ozzy died, it was only the thought of her children and grandchildren that had stopped her from contemplating taking her own life.
She said, “I would have just gone with Ozzy, definitely. I’ve done everything I wanted to do. You know [my children] have been unbelievable, just magnificent with me, all three of them.”
The 73-year-old also insisted she will never remarry, even though Ozzy in his final weeks asked if she thought she would. Tearful, Sharon said: “Everything in my life now is like ish . . . it’s OK, all right. I’m OK. That’s it for now. For so, so many years, we were intertwined.
“It’s very weird to me. You know, when you love someone that much and you’re grieving for them, it’s what I have to live with, and I’ll get used to it. I will. I have to, you know, things move on.”
Sharon also revealed that she has been pouring over many of Ozzy’s diaries, going right back to the mid-80s, which have given insights into some of his personal demons.
She said: “I’ve been reading them and it’s sad. He would put himself down a lot in his journals. It’s very, very sad.”
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