Filmfare’s Editor-in-Chief Jitesh Pillai reflects on the man behind the masterpieces, his enduring legacy and the pain that often accompanied his genius.
Heartbreak was his legacy. On Guru Dutt’s 101st birthday, I can wish him peace and hope the angels will sing to him always. He was mercurial, he was a poet, he was a magician. On screen, he transformed his angst into works of art. How many filmmakers can claim to make a film borne out of their pain as he did with Pyaasa at the age of 32?

He was blessed with divine discontentment. He had it all, and yet he chucked it up. We will never know why he did what he did. The great movies he made, why he chose to walk away from his great loves and life itself. If only he knew the comfort his art gave us. Wish someone told him that healing was messy. That if only he had given it some more time, all the pain would be a distant memory.

His love for wife Geeta Dutt ran parallel with the acrimony in the marriage. She couldn’t bear being chained to domesticity and the gradual fading of her singing stardom. She wanted to fly too. And rightly so. Geeta attempted suicide more than once. After Dutt’s death, she suffered a nervous breakdown and found refuge in alcohol and various other substances. She was 41 when she died heartbroken.

Thank you for letting us know that solitude and silence are okay too. Thank you for showing us movies are not brothels but pieces of our heart. In your silence, we hope we will find our own selves again.
Guru Dutt is reported to have attempted suicide on many occasions and had to be revived by his doctor. One is always tempted to think that if there was proper awareness of mental health, he most probably could have been saved. At a time when most people are making hectic career plans, Dutt made his untimely exit. On the bed where he lay inert, a mixture of crushed sleeping pills was found in his whisky. He was 39.
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